When it all comes together

Hello World,
I was thinking today how women are emotional creatures. There are some tough outer shell ladies like myself who have created such an impenetrable outer shield that it seems we are uncaring, unmoved, and incapable of love and loving. We come across as that woman who has NEVER been hurt for who could even get in there and do some damage?! Ahh ladies, we know this is not true. We loved, o, we loved so hard that when it all came to an end, some of us were closed off, shut down; numb. We are this way because we were hurt, because we were used and taken advantage of, yet we yearn just as much as anyone else for it to just go right...

Women just feel deeply. WE must GO THROUGH the heartache before we can feel the reprieve! We must GO THROUGH the what ifs before we can understand it probably was never what we thought it was, and we must GO THROUGH those terrible times after our hearts get broken where we are unsure, unclear, and seemingly broken beyond repair. We must experience these moments, because if not for the pain and misery of losing love, how then could we ever appreciate the one that sticks? The one that lasts and reminds us not of that numbness, not of those nights of crying and blaming ourselves; NO! It reminds us of who we are, why we are worthy and deserving. So this is a little something I wrote for my fellow females (HEEEY SISTAS!!!) I'm only telling you what you already know, but hey,
 I am woman,
hear me roar!

 

When it all comes together

 

 

 

Now and then you realize you're numb

And force yourself to feel again

Now and then you'll understand that strength

Is more often than not FEELING the pain

 

Once in a while, an epiphany comes

And a clarity jolts you to your senses

For passing moments, your vision clears

And you'll see yourself whole and mended

 

Sometimes your heart can see before the mind comprehends

And it can prepare itself for the hurt

And in that instance of perfect understanding

You realize this is less than you deserve

 

A time or two you will come to a place

where it seems there is no return

Yet coupled with that hopeless acceptance

Is the knowing there is a rescue from the burn

 

Over and over, the same cycle repeats

And you bury yourself under your loss

But there comes a time you have to see it for what it is

And understand love doesn't have a cost

 

There will come a time when finally you will see

And your heart and mind will mesh perfectly

Then standing before you; as if a mirage you'll believe!

Will be your future, your reward, your destiny...

 

 

 

~Cracey Creations